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Nicole Martinez Nicole Martinez
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How does it feel to know that I can put you in their category now?
How does it feel to know you hurt me? Or should I say
How does it feel to know that I should have been hurt but I’ve become numb to this pain now?
How does it feel to know that you proved you are just like the rest of them when you said you weren’t? At least to me, you are.
How does it feel to know that you drove me away?
How does it feel to know that you caused some of these thoughts?
How does it feel to know that while you’re happy, I am sitting in my room trying to keep it together?
How does it feel to know that I trusted you and then you proved I shouldn’t?
How does it feel to know that my weariness wasn’t misplaced towards you?
How does it feel to know that all those memories came rushing back when it wasn’t me anymore?


I hope it feels bad.
I hope it makes you regret every second.
I hope that you read my words and know that I am lying, hoping you won’t do this.
I hope this isn’t the edge.


Because it very well might be.


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