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Who am I?
Why do I exist?
I ask myself these questions daily
       Wanting an answer, needing the answer
But all I receive is my ragged breath, my beating heart, and my pounding blood.
Though never an answer or even a sign


I am not meant to be.
I guess that I've always known this
Deep in my soul I hear a voice telling me:
       "You don't belong"
Then what?
       End my life?
The thought always crept into my mind:
       Unwanted
       Unconsciously


Starring at the mirror
       Watching myself in disgust
       I knew...
       The time was now
The pain and loneliness is unbearable
       But how?
       When?
       Where?
I need it to be simple
       Something that ends this quickly
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But I want them all the watch
       The one's who destroyed me
They must watch me end it all
       They need to know my pain
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